thebutterfly

2011-12-26T11:14:00.000-08:00

my life is like a circusoften wonder if i ever get all my dreams come true, how would i be feeling right there and then - will it be good enough? will i be extremely happy? will i be satisfied? will i feel content? will i want more? will i feel whole?i was just catching up with Nikhu, one of my best online friends on how life is nowadays.and somehow my stories always beat his.after 4-year of a

2011-04-23T23:12:00.000-07:00

How do you like your eggs done ~a personal growth How do you like your eggs done?Do you like it sunny side up? scrambled? or perhaps poached? "Too often in life we make decisions we're not prepared to live with. This's a story bout those decisions & the consequences that follow" ~HIMYMRemember that Julia Robert's movie Runaway Bride in which she plays Maggie Barnes. Maggie would fall

2010-12-08T10:50:00.001-08:00

The Man in the Arena - April 23, 1910 - Theodore RooseveltIt is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is

2010-12-08T10:26:00.000-08:00

I will stand upon my watch, and set me upon the tower, and will watch to see what he will say unto me, and what I shall answer when I am reproved. ~Habakkuk 2:1"Be still," the Lord said to me, "I'm here."

2010-08-17T11:54:00.001-07:00

tessa: You know, there're some nights that u wish u had someone with utessa: I hate when that happenstessa: :PNikhil dochania: lolNikhil dochania: i know what u meanNikhil dochania: well thanks to TV and internettessa: No kidding lol

2010-05-11T11:45:00.000-07:00

For what it's worth, there are always lessons to learn, more love to give, bigger heart to love, sincerity to share, forgiveness to give away, hope to be kept alive, dreams and planning to be reset, same old story but always a new stronger you ~ tess (may '10)

2010-05-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

But you can't stop nothing if you got no control of the thoughts in your mind that you kept and you know you don't know nothing but you don't need to know the wisdom's in the trees not the glass windows You can't stop wishing If you don't let go of the things that you find and you lose, and you know you keep on rolling put the moment on hold the frame's too bright so put the blinds down low

2010-03-30T07:01:00.000-07:00

2010-03-29T10:17:00.000-07:00

Read Time To Say Goodbye (English Version) Lyrics here.Time To Say Goodbye (English Version) LyricsWhen I am alone I sit and dream And when I dream the words are missing Yes I know that in a room so full of light That all the light is missing But I don't see you with me, with me Close up the windows, bring the sun to my room Through the door you've opened Close inside of me the light you see that

2010-03-05T06:44:00.000-08:00

only in silence I've found peace Life has always been, forever will be unexpected. And only in silence today, being here, in silence alone with my rambling thoughts I've come to a state where I believe I've a better understanding, full acceptance and respect of who I am. A passion for a better living, a passion for career, a passion for writing wishing one day I will leave a legacy of my words

2010-02-23T08:43:00.000-08:00

the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams

2010-02-01T07:04:00.000-08:00

Para pembaca blog saya yang budiman,Kehidupan manusia seperti yang kita jalani sehari-hari, terbagi menjadi dua: kehidupan sosial dan kehidupan pribadi. Kalau pembaca yang budiman dengan setia mengikuti blog saya, tentunya sudah bukan rahasia lagi, bahwa kehidupan saya ya... bukan rahasia lagi :)Dengan hati terbuka dan jiwa besar saya hidup berdampingan dengan para fotografer yang bergantian

2009-12-19T11:43:00.000-08:00

| Ingrid Michaelson Lyrics | Sort Of Lyrics

2009-11-10T08:37:00.000-08:00

Growing up is the time to make our most silly unforgettable mistakes, growing older is the time to take responsibility for all of our actions and decisions, becoming a grown up is when we start thinking for our parents and more responsibilities to come - tessa 2009 "with great power, comes great responsibility"

My new sweet baby - baby boy!

2009-11-01T12:36:00.001-08:00

What do you think about my little new baby baby boy? MakeMeBabies.com - What will your baby look like?

2009-10-07T11:13:00.000-07:00

a new beginning, always full of hopes and faith and love and plans and you and me and us

2009-09-30T11:58:00.000-07:00

a bedtime story part 2by JBR for TC... the trader was introduced to the kingas the king oversaw all the town's businessone day the king was showing the trader the townand the princess was in the center of itpicking up goods from the marketat a bargain pricetessa: lolshe was afterall Chinesetessa: ahahahaJBR: thought you'd like thatJBR: anywayas the king and trader passed by, the princess caught

2009-09-28T10:18:00.000-07:00

a bedtime storyby JBR for TConce upon a timenot too long agoin a country that was in the South Pacificlived a beautiful princessshe had everythingcarsclothesfine beddingmaidsbutlerseverything she could ever wishOne dayan unfortunate event occurredand the princess lost everythingexcept her motherwhom she loved dearlythey both moved to a smaller city and started overthe princess had to adjustto a

2009-09-27T06:39:00.000-07:00

sense and sensualitywell... not to anyone's surprise, ms. t's apparently beginning to learn and know again how infatuation can get you a little out of this world, with a sense of withdrawal from anything else but... JR, everywhere and every time. will time difference, continents to come across, hormones, moms and as if march being not long enough get in the way of her keep thinking of K1, K1, K1.

2009-09-10T09:52:00.000-07:00

Funny the way it is, not right or wrong Somebody’s heart is broken and it becomes your favorite song

2009-09-07T09:55:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to me!11:16:45 PM thekingonline_king: a happy birthday. 11:16:59 PM tessa_id: thanks 11:17:07 PM thekingonline_king: make a wish 11:17:09 PM thekingonline_king: close ur eyes 11:17:13 PM thekingonline_king: think of god 11:17:18 PM thekingonline_king: he will give u 11:18:31 PM thekingonline_king: :D 11:18:41 PM tessa_id: thanks for the prayers :) 11:18:44

2009-09-06T09:35:00.000-07:00

even the best fall down sometimesSo a friend of mine asked, "how does it feel turning into 29 yo," and I replied, "so-so." when you're feeling sad does that mean you're really sad, when you think you're in pain does it really mean you're in pain, when you're happy is it how it supposed to be

2009-08-27T10:07:00.000-07:00

Gosh, it gets harder everyday, everything's against my personal belief and everything i've ever used to, i'm wailing for help....

2009-08-22T06:31:00.000-07:00

When the pain you feel is a different kind of painAgain, before I begin my next post, I'm gonna have to put this disclaimer that anything written below is purely intended to my personal healing only.It has been a really, really crazy 8 months so far since I begun everything, from moving to a new job with a new position, moving to a new place, going through the breakup, while trying to fit myself

2009-04-20T11:55:00.000-07:00

who would've thought exchanging emails can be so breath takingly exciting, honest and soooo romantic!be careful T, you might get burned by your own game :P

2009-03-28T09:48:00.000-07:00

still a bit lightheaded from bandung 2 stores grand opening, in which both Lia and I were provided with speakers and an in store shop for free promotion to do all day, at least now we know how tiring becoming operational staffs to stand, be nice, smiling, selling the whole day, yikes!i woke up to my first thunder storm ever in Karawaci, pretty scary one, glad Ben was there to accompany me online,

2009-03-17T09:31:00.000-07:00

The things that...can make me smile ears to ears and spreads warmth into my heart would definitely be the things like having a super cute Japanese cartoon like toddler so cutely following me around after I just finished having two consecutive in store events last Saturday. I didn't even notice him before until Agus had told me that the kid liked me so much he'd been following me around, oh when I

2009-03-13T08:35:00.000-07:00

SmilesThis is where I'm 2 months after.Not a minute in my life would I wish that what'd happened didn't actually happen.Looking back to it now, like what I would every other time that my mind isn't occupied with work or too tired to drown myself at office work, I always knew that it was coming.What has changed actually the way I see things.I said once to AJ that if it doesn't work, I would just

2009-03-10T09:44:00.000-07:00

Should I leave it there?Sometimes, we need to learn to keep our mouth shut, our ears and eyes closed, and mebbe close our nose too if we have more hands.Strange indeed the way we are screaming for help or just a touch of love and compassion from others. I can feel that you are reaching out for me, K. But sorry, I cannot help you just yet, I'm still struggling with my own egos and emotions. Thanks

2009-03-09T19:28:00.001-07:00

Hi girl, Thanks for the information, but rest assured that this isn't a gossip blog. It's purely intended for my healing only, so with all my might I don't feel anything's wrong if I wanna say Pete has cheated on me or not. Just as his decision to move on, as every person has his or her own way

2009-03-09T03:17:00.000-07:00

Butterflies and FlowersOkay, so am currently in love with Adele's songs, this is my favorite, but it's honestly hard watching this video deciding which i like best. The guitarist, not much to say, I know am not the only gurl who can't keep my eyes of off him hehehe... super cute cute cutebut the real heart breaking song is surely this...beautifully composed!Couldn't help to feel a bit reluctant

2009-03-06T12:32:00.000-08:00

Don't feel like sleeping tonite...Listening to Maroon 5I guess I have been too quiet for awhile, have so many things on my mind that I'm affraid I don't even know where or how to begin. Well, first of am beginning to find that being alone isn't always that bad, that it is all in our mind. We can choose to be alone but not so lonely by trying to enjoy and make this new realm inside of our head.

2009-01-23T20:41:00.000-08:00

I love what Rick Davidson's wrote on his note at FB, without further ado, Rick, he speaks my hear out:a process of slow detachment desiring the comforting embraceof simplificationin this room of many shapes and sizes(albeit a bit monochromatic).the framed representationof two happy people mocksthis present situation,gazing glinting glass at an invertedexpressionof two expressions.expressing

2008-12-27T05:51:00.000-08:00

UPDATEDSo here's what I wrote on November 13, 2007 and updated on October 31, 2008My update today are:- be a manager & move to another company ---> DONE- move to US/OZ/UK/Canada- have a car - have a house - have a long vacation to Europe - - have a vacation in Bali - settle my credit card debts - eat gummies as much as I can without getting fat or tooth ache ---> DONE- get married somedayOh and I

2008-12-04T19:02:00.000-08:00

I don't know how and when exactly am becoming such a short tempered-naggy-insecured person than ever. This isn't good.

2008-10-26T06:31:00.000-07:00

weekend cooking: nasi goreng "bubu" drooling? Ingredients * 4 tablespoons Blue Band * 1/2 can of "Maling", cut in 1 cm dice * 4 piece of smoke beef, cut into 1 cm chunks * 7 garlic cloves, chopped * 5 red onion cloves, chopped * Some frozen vegetables * Oyster sauce, about 5 tablespoons * Some chili sauce * Some pepper * 4 portion of rice from

2008-10-07T19:58:00.001-07:00

I was just walking to the office this morning and thinking of our dear friend wedding’s on one Sunday. It was one of the most simple, effortless, yet wonderful matrimonies that made my partner, Signifiant, and I almost cried (oh well, I actually almost cried in just about every weddings) Anyways, a wedding could be one’s biggest moment in life. Not only for the lifetime vows, but also for the

2008-10-06T05:56:00.000-07:00

Well, I could be either a very stupid or smart person to have finally decided to loosen up our string a little more than I would generally do in a relationship. Am giving permission to my boyfriend as a romance trainer to hit on and have flings with more girls for the sake of his research. As so out of this world it may seem, yet I find it the most sensible choice I've ever made in a

2008-09-29T05:46:00.000-07:00

SAY!

2008-08-12T20:21:00.000-07:00

Insanely High - A vibrating crackhead

2008-07-31T21:34:00.000-07:00

Aha! I know it's been awhile that I haven't updated the blog or heck anything to say, just feels like screaming at the top of my lungs for help but the only person who can hear is Pete *sigh.* Anyhow, I've been thinking lately of what's going on and future plans upon my career. After spending three years in Periplus, gather all the skills needed and climbing on the corporate ladder, it seems that

2008-04-21T03:58:00.000-07:00

The Sky Is Falling Part 2Exhibit #4*this is truly amusing*Out of the blue Mbak LN's - a reporter of the well-known national station “Milik … Bersa… “number appeared on my hand phone and so I picked up:Princess Tessa : “Ya hallo, Mbak L..sa apakabar?”Mbak L : “Hallo Mbak Tessa, Mbak bisa nae sepeda kan ya?"Princess Tessa : *Hmmmm...* “Bisa sih tapi buat apa ya?”Mbak L : “Ini saya lagi buat

2008-04-07T04:47:00.000-07:00

The Sky Is Falling!I think the end is near hihihihi. Too many phenomenon occurring lately:Exhibit #1I never usually can meet Lilikh on other occassions than he's meeting up with Pete, now we already bumped in to each other for about 3-4 times in a month. My oh my, once at X2, twice or three times at my office building. Exhibit #2There's this really really fierce and mean senior secretary at work,

2008-03-07T03:48:00.000-08:00

MY MAN!

2008-03-04T20:19:00.000-08:00

Someone wrote on my facebook inbox today :just curious...if you are already in a relationship, what are your expectations if any?Shit! that's actually a very good question! LOL

2008-02-29T04:04:00.000-08:00

E. E. Cummings Works that I Love *on love*but if a living dance upon dead mindsi carry your heart with me(i carry it inif(amonglet it go--theAm trying to look for another of his poem about love, telling about love is like an elephant sitting on a cloud, can anybody help find it?thanks before.

2008-02-29T03:41:00.000-08:00

My yellow in this case is not so mellowThe line of such a lovely song from Hendrix's "Bold As Love" is constantly playing on my ears and mind.Well, yellow for I may have need to feel a little worried of the things going on at work. It all started from the sudden resignition of our head of department (ugh, he's actually kinda groovy as a superior - likes to swear a lot in bad languages *love it!

2008-02-04T22:18:00.000-08:00

What... ... happened when a group of young adult women were hanging out at krispi kreme Senci one day. They probably talked behind each other's back after the event. They might actually dislike one another yet are stuck with each other. They could be just talking about unimportant gossips on partners, sex, clothes, and loath each other still :DWhere...... do I begin... *you know the song? hehe*

2008-01-29T22:58:00.000-08:00

New Year, Fresh BeginningNow that seems to be such a perfect title don't you think?Alas, here I am, hoping that nobody outside of my small aquarium with three occupants office room, noticing me smelling my new red Zara shoes *pete's bought it for me by the way* LOL!I've resigned from Periplus and is now with Truba Alam Manunggal - it's a Tbk company, providing all services for power plant

2007-12-07T01:01:00.000-08:00

Politik 'Saya Tidak Tahu'Sudah beberapa waktu saya coba praktikan politik ini dan hasilnya memuaskan. Caranya mudah saja, setiap ada hal-hal di kantor yang memang tidak terlalu berkaitan langsung dengan Anda namun entah bagaimana kebetulan saja Anda yang sering dianggap mengetahui segala sesuatunya dan ditanya seseorang, katakan "Saya tidak tahu." Setelah itu, segera berlalu atau sebutkan siapa

2007-12-06T17:43:00.000-08:00

Omaigod Glenn, I got it!Here's your lyrics:T.G.O.D(The Good Old Days)You know baby, I was such a wuss back thenTo say goodbye I didn't dareWhat my momma said I could careTil come that day I said"What the fuck am I doing here?"Falling in love oh so easy to stayHow could I end the good old days?Hell yeah I thought it was loveSuch a dear friend I never regretA beautiful soul at least I'd a good

2007-12-04T20:47:00.000-08:00

Ah cerita-cerita ah...Today am feeling like sharing another episode of our love story.We are living in a such a fucked up world, don't you think? Or hasn't it just been the same, only the people who're getting crazier? I'm not sure...Just think of the UN's Climate Change Conference in Bali, at one side the agenda is to achieve better results in exchange of the the Kyoto Protocol on global warming

2007-11-19T21:56:00.000-08:00

Oh, How I Love "Loving You"So this is my story of loving "Loving You" - D'cinnamons.Isn't it a wonder how people can get connected through music?It's just occurred to me that by sharing the same taste and having the same state of feeling from a song can actually bring you closer to just about any stranger.I think the same happened to me and "B.E." of JP's - Weekender.We were in the middle of

2007-11-13T22:54:00.000-08:00

I Want ListI want to :- be a manager- move to US/OZ/UK/Canada- have a car- have a house- have a long vacation to Europe - have a vacation in Bali- settle my credit card debts- eat gummies as much as I can without getting fat or tooth ache :D- get married somedayOh and I forgot to mention:- I want to buy a notebook- Would love to loose some more weight as well- I want to move to a new job

2007-11-02T03:09:00.000-07:00

What is it with women and branded items?I was with Pete about a month ago and commented on this lady wearing something branded that I think looked really nice. You know what Pete's reply is? He said: "I don't care what she's wearing, but she sure has a great body." lols

2007-10-10T21:29:00.001-07:00

Yay! mejaku bersih lagi... beforeafter

2007-10-08T01:11:00.000-07:00

The Weekend Adventure of Ms. Tummy HoIt’s been quiet an exhausting week for Ms. Ho, after her trip to Bali for 5 days and straight to work just after her plane landed. Works have stacked for 3 more launch and book signing preparations within this and the next month. The good thing was that she’d got the chance to taste one of the best wine she’s ever drunk at The Laluciola, but the rest of the

2007-10-03T22:33:00.000-07:00

Oleh-oleh dari BaliAy-ay Captain, let me take you round Bali!'Tis crucial Sir, that before you begin enjoying this beautiful island to pay some respect at Ground Zero, it's the monument remembering victims of poppies 1.Of course a stroll at the beach before shopping.And head back to the beach again for the sunset (with shopping bags on hands.)Some pictures of you in front of the Hard Rock Hotel

2007-09-19T21:21:00.000-07:00

This is how my table looks like 1 week to a book launch - cocktail party and press conference during Ubud Writers Festival, madness....

2007-09-12T21:42:00.000-07:00

If you were in the dressing room with me...I'd ask you: "What do you think, should I buy this dress?"I'd tell you: "Hey lately I've been getting to like Pete more than ever,"I'd whisper to you: "Psst... do you know that I wish I was a Caucasian named Naturale," lolI'd turn to check my behind for awhile to say: "My ex texted me on my birthday just to say happy birthday tess and I'd replied thanks.

2007-09-11T19:49:00.000-07:00

Better Understanding on Women and Men I’ve this colleague whom I shared cubicle with at the office told me on how he’s just got back from Bali and met some ‘new gal pals’ there. And so he was telling me how he liked to have fun by going out with a lot of chicks, despite the fact that he has a steady girlfriend already. I asked him what the fuck were guys thinking that even when they already on a

2007-09-11T00:35:00.000-07:00

teman-teman... jangan ketawa ya bacanya...mwuahahahaha jijai bajaj deh nih, hasil nulis buat kelas penpop (penulisan populer dulu) yiuk mari.... Teresa 079909028X Rabu jam satu siang KALAU AKU JATUH CINTA Dari mana datangnya lintah? Dari sawah turun ke kali, Dari mana datangnya cinta? Dari mata turun ke hati… Apakah yang menyebabkan seseorang jatuh cinta pada pasangannya? Dari

2007-09-07T03:35:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to me!

2007-09-05T23:16:00.000-07:00

AAaaaaaaa!!!! SUTRISNO NUGROHO WIBOWO!Setreeesssss

2007-08-27T22:41:00.000-07:00

Audisi "Miss Big Indonesia"Ada permintaan dari salah satu pembaca setia blog gw supaya cepet di update. Banyak sebenernya yang pengen ditulisin, cuma sayang waktunya ga ada. Tiap hari kerja dan kerja dan kerja ga abis-abis, begitu sore udah ga sabar cepet pulang karena sakit kepala ato sekedar pergi secepet-cepetnya dari kantor yang - bukannya bikin ga betah - tapi penat banget kalo di sini

2007-08-24T03:00:00.000-07:00

oh berikan daku kesabaran yang besar dan kepala yang anti pening...

2007-08-02T00:29:00.000-07:00

Nama : AndreEmail :Usia : 19 TahunPekerjaan : MahasiswaArtikel Fave : Lakukan Perubahan Sekarang Juga! (mine) "cuman dengan membacanya saya merasa ada yang lain dari dalam diri saya, orang jeniuskah yang membuatnya??? karna merubah sikap saya..."Sebagai seorang narsis sejati, pujian kaya gini nih yang bikin kepala makin gede *as if the one I've now isn't big

2007-07-24T19:13:00.001-07:00

Queuing for Harry Potter & the Deathly HallowsWinners of Harry Potter Look Alike ContestNathan 'Potter' Wiser, Mas Tommy - Plaza Indonesia, Bu Dessy - HSBC, and the soon-to-be new character on Harry Potter Book #8 ehehehe -- after the press conferenceMaestros on the workAnd the winners are...Ooh... Edmund... how beautiful thou art...How do I look as a witch?With Nathan 'Potter' Wiser

2007-07-12T18:45:00.000-07:00

Today's to do list:Meeting with HSBC & EX @ 1.30 pm @ PIFinalize back drop, layout, gimmicks, giant banner, parking space for Nimbuss 2000 (sooo cooolll!!), ugh and my change of rundown cancelling the Trivia with T-shirt contestMeeting with HSBC & MKG @ 4 pm @ MKGSales point of Harpot's book on the 21st at HSBC's booth at MKG IIIwith Surabaya team for gig with UNICEF @ Tunjungan Plaza on July

2007-07-11T19:42:00.000-07:00

Monday's to do list:1. Complete Rundown (CHECKED) and *maybe* script for MCs for Harry Potter Mania (NOPE)2. Running through agreement draft with : HSBC (CHECKED) & Ubud Writers Festival (NOPE)3. Finalized the contracts (JUST HSBC'S)4. Send email to Bloomsbury to get Harry Potter's high res images (CHECKED)5. Send existing images to Yuli HSBC (CHECKED)6. Running through HSBC point reward program

2007-07-09T01:31:00.000-07:00

Good day everyone!Before I begin another dreadful day *FYI, nowadays I always started my day full of fear to what's going to happen next, whether I'm going to be able to perform a good job or will I mess up,* I'd like to make a confession hehe.Forgive me my dear colleagues for keeping you guys waiting in the car and made the whole crew come in late this morning :)Bete ya punya temen kantor suka

2007-06-26T02:25:00.000-07:00

lalalalalala *jentik-jentikin jari sambil manggut-manggut* lagi Michael Buble-ing nih apapun itu artinya hehe.>.< haiz pengen nulis tapi ga ada yang penting yang bisa diceritain palingan cuma gw lagi suka mochi yessss mochiiiiii enak :)Trus ternyata kalo lagi salsa rambutnya dilepas jadi bisa dikebasin bikin tambah ngerasa seksi uhuy! Cuma ga suka aja lengket ke mana-mana itu rambut iuuhh...Ehmm.

2007-06-18T22:47:00.000-07:00

A funny thing happened on Friday.Was actually feeling really, really anxious to what gonna happen on another of my first projects after bayu's left, I imagined that that day should've been like hell with lotsa last minute preparations for Saturday and Sunday events at Plaza Senayan.The day, however, turned out to be pretty unexpected as it began with meeting my old neighbor coming to the

2007-06-13T01:26:00.000-07:00

Oaahhhmmm... been working like crazy since Monday and now on Wednesday am already all drained out. Run out of energy, lack of concentration, almost zero creativity, I've even been listening to the Backstreet Boys to lure my boredom away.And so, I think I should do some pampering for myself, like cutting and coloring my already outrageously long dull hair for example. I suppose a little pampering

2007-06-05T02:53:00.000-07:00

Now I know...I'd like to write something about fabrication of happiness, soon okay, soon...speaking of happiness in the meantime, I'd like to show you a hell of a happy couple, yay and cheers!I'd also like to share some so unimportant gossips lol!I just found out that:It feels sooooo damn good to love someone and be loved in returnJust got back from Bandung for an event last Saturday and stayed

2007-06-03T21:39:00.000-07:00

Just another turning pointMy manager got let go by the company, last Thursday was his last day. I suppose this should be my time to let the boss know who's actually more capable for the position heheh, nah... am just kidding! Anyways, fingers crossed looking forward to what's going to happen next, hopefully there'd be good chances for my career or... perhaps I should be thinking to get my lazy

2007-05-21T02:47:00.000-07:00

As... tagaa... Jadi sabtu kemarin pas lagi ngobrol-ngobrol sama Pete tentang strategi selanjutnya buat go public HS, ternyata temen gw di Esquire Indonesia adalah temen lamanya Pete juga. Setelah liat pameran lukisannya Gerald something di Galeri Nasional berangkatlah kita janjian ketemuan temen gw yang ternyata temennya Pete juga itu di daerah Kuningan.Karena Pete dan temennya itu udah lama

2007-05-10T23:30:00.000-07:00

Happiness is a matter of choiceThere has been some rants going on in the office and there's nothing I can do about it besides wait and see. I don't like the feeling of not having control of the situation and not knowing what's going to happen especially when it comes to my job.So, meet "Babi *=piggy* the second" >>>>I'm taking her to the office today to brighten up my mood with her little cute

2007-05-08T23:25:00.000-07:00

I Have An American Dream I had a dream last night of a surprise birthday party arranged by a reality show, I’m pretty sure it happened somewhere in America. The story went like this, so I lived in some kind of slump or somewhere alike among its small alleys and packed inhabitants with my middle lower family. The weather was really bad that day, the sky went all black with heavy heavy cloud,

2007-04-20T03:30:00.000-07:00

Besok Hari KARTININama: Raden Ajeng Kartini Lahir: Jepara, Jawa Tengah, tanggal 21 April 1879 Meninggal: Tanggal 17 September 1904, (sewaktu melahirkan putra pertamanya) Pendidikan: E.L.S. (Europese Lagere School), setingkat sekolah dasar Suami: Raden Adipati Joyodiningrat, Bupati Rembang Prestasi: - Mendirikan sekolah untuk wanita di Jepara - Mendirikan sekolah untuk wanita di

2007-04-18T20:17:00.000-07:00

Some Approaching Tips for GuysJadi semalem gw sama satu temen cewek baru aja sampe, udah dapet minuman dan mau duduk di Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf – Gading. Kita ambil duduk yang di pinggir deket kaca gitu dong, biar keliatan orang mondar-mandir di luar. Nah, berhubung gw orangnya suka sibuk sendiri, tiba-tiba temen gw itu bilang, “Eh itu cowok bertiga baru lewat ngeliatin gw mulu, gw senyumin aja,”

2007-04-15T22:05:00.000-07:00

cool, eh?

2007-04-08T22:56:00.000-07:00

GIRL’S SURVIVAL GUIDE #2(to happiness) So my dear Drama Queens, now that we all have a higher consciousness on how media has been over exposing romance and somehow successful in shaping our set of mind, speaking of happiness can be a little tricky don’t you think?As been informed by the movie of US’

2007-04-03T19:52:00.000-07:00

Nagabonar Jadi 2Guys... Nagabonar Jadi 2 is definitely a must see movie!Rasanya gw ga perlu kasih sinopsisnya ya, bisa dicari toh di review-review lain.But I bet my ass Nagabonar jadi 2 is going to be movie of the year. Marvelous acting and directing!Selain dari penyampaian ceritanya yang menampilkan nostalgia si Nagabonar tentang masa lalu, patriotismenya yang kental, witty critiques, dan

2007-03-29T00:22:00.000-07:00

GIRL’S SURVIVAL GUIDE #1(to happiness) Went to watch The Pursuit of Happyness last night with two colleagues. It’s been a while that the three of us could finally spend time together outside the office hour for a good time and laugh. Aside from the fact that I’ve been thinking to write something about girl’s survival guide, the experience from going and watching the movie has in a way

2007-03-26T22:12:00.000-07:00

I know, I know, I'm supposed to put on some movie poster of Music and Lyrics instead, but since this is my blog... so I've every right to be a lil' narcissistic, dong? Pete, being such a good fans, said he likes this picture hehe. He thinks I look like a loveable and huggable girl who you'd love to have a long chat with. Anyway, I'm not sure what to talk bout yet but I've been listening to Way

2007-03-26T00:52:00.000-07:00

akhirnya selesai....

2007-03-14T23:04:00.000-07:00

Oh lord, please bear my soul...So I've been working my ass out for publishing Gibb's event next Saturday uhuk all fingers crossed for the success. No luck in finding the speakers and so everyone's gonna have to put up to once again seeing me MC-ing another Periplus' event *sigh*But do please come, as this is such a very rare event where a well-acknowledged author could visit Indonesia and sign

2007-03-13T18:41:00.000-07:00

Oh Yeah... Chris Daughtry is definitely my man of the month!Beside the fact that his has such a rocking voice, the band 'Daughtry' has reached Billboard top single, he's indeed such a hot and I seriously mean HOTTEST bloke ever! *oh yes* hehe but really he also sings his heart out, now that's how I like it, rock on Chris! Check this 'Home' lyric outHome Chris Daughtry I'm staring out into the

2007-02-20T20:32:00.000-08:00

Pete to me… (and those stuff running through my head)Like the morning coffee that wakes me up each day, like the foam on my cappuccino – such a sweet topping and kinda sticky on the lips, like an easy breezy morning – not too sunny, not too cloudy nor rainy, just breezy so I can wear nice working clothes with high heels, like the song I dance with from the MP4, the perfect Sunday morning spent

2007-02-13T18:24:00.000-08:00

Valentine’s ApplicationThis is what Pete's emailed me:Dear Madam,Concerning your recent ad in Bonteto Tribune, I would like to apply for the FULL TIME BOYFRIEND position.Though I've always been a ladiesman all my life, to pass such anopportunity to commit and spend this mortal life with your company would be a terrible decision.Please consider this application of mine.Sincerely yours,Peter

2007-02-11T21:52:00.000-08:00

Jealousy will consume you!I really, really like my partner and so at times I could not help feeling a bit jealous. Sometimes he's like a real chick magnet. It drives me nuts how some girls would get so all over him even when they are with their boyfriends, geez... please behave won't ya, girl!One thing I learned yesterday though jealousy is such a waste of time. We went to watch 'The Holiday' on

2007-02-08T19:12:00.000-08:00

Home Sweet Home, Jakarta...Jakarta tenggelam, siapa peduli? Well, I do!Jakarta kan tempat kelahirankuw, tempatku dibesarkan, tempatku tinggal dan tempatku mencari uang. Kalo pergi ke mana-mana biar gimana pun pasti kangen Jakarta. Tapi sekarang dia sedikit lagi tenggelam...Bapak-bapak baju basah, berlari-lari kecil bawa plastik putih isi susu kotak di dalamnya, cukup buat berapa lama... anak

2007-01-31T19:28:00.000-08:00

I suppose this would be a good self-healing therapy for me to open up and accept myself for who I really am. This is the cry of a lonely girl...FRIENDS WANTED!Semalem gw abis ngobrol sama pete ttg kok gw ga punya temen ya buat hang bareng in weekends?Sedih ga sih kedengerannya? Mungkin... buat orang-orang yang benar-benar menghargai pertemanan. Not that gw punya sentimen tertentu malah buat gw

2007-01-23T19:36:00.000-08:00

Yeah so I failed the preliminary test of the "milik kita bersama" tv station...Biasa aja... nothing special... *mengutuk*

2007-01-16T18:50:00.000-08:00

Was just chatting with a friend few weeks before last Christmas, we talked how lately Christmas did not feel as fun or as special as when we were kids. Told him that the excitement of course had long gone since this becoming grown-up phases begun. Not much fun here I can tell you that =PNot sure if any of you notices the phases happening in your life but lately I feel that my parents mulai

2006-12-13T17:14:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday, Pete!People, I'm gonna make this a short one.Take a good look at this lovely banana cake, I made it specially for Pete. I cannot cook, let alone bake any cake but I know that he would love me to make one. That day on the taxi I knew everything just went too well. And you know what... I dropped the cake just right in front of his house getting off the cab! What a bumma! Then

2006-08-22T00:32:00.000-07:00

Random Thoughts Being A Super GirlfriendLupa kapan, tapi udah nonton "My Super X-Gilfriend." Lucu, ringan, and entertaining. Totally relate gw sama si Uma Thurman he he. Biasalah cewe agak-agak suka psycho aneh gitu nangkep perlakuan partnernya, sama penyakit-penyakit insecure and needy. Pengen sekali-kali ga jaim and ngeluarin act aneh gitu kaya die, cuma nanti kaga ada yang naksir gw lagi ato

2006-06-21T03:55:00.000-07:00

Thinking ‘bout forever I believe in Archibald MacLeish when he talked about the “late, last wisdom of the afternoon” that: “Love, like light, grows dearer towards the dark.” Last Saturday, hung with two of my best-est friends since junior high – Dyan and Heny, it had been a while since we could go out together since one of us went to Beijing for school, occupied with

2006-06-20T04:06:00.000-07:00

a quick update*feeling a bit excited waiting for my article to be published* =)It's late afternoon after office hour and I'm still behind my computer,not likely going home yet.Just dropping by to write these valuable insights:1. I shall not let people mess with my emotion2. Aware that I also have weaknesses that people had to put up withBeen wanting to start writing another article but nothing